Born smiling :)

Tonight at church we chatted about money and how it is able to control people and their lives.
We looked at some Bible passages and what Jesus said about them. It was really interesting to go deep on this topic.

I realised tonight that i need to stop being so paranoid about money. Everytime someone or myself buys something i think of hundreds of other things that could of been bought with that money. I guess this is good in some situations but even when buying necessities i do question what im doing.
Also another thing that popped up, im a massive saver. Im a big fan of not starting anything until everything is perfect and all planned. I keep money and hope to save it for something big but then i have enough and change my mind. I do have a purpose for saving some (lots of mission work and crazy adventures i wanna go on) but still, if thats what god does want he will provide regardless if i have enough money or none at all!

Love God, use money.
- not use God love money.